today was really hectic and i couldnt sleep and these days of my life should be documented, says a voice in me, i wish i could just pay if off my bills and go ahead with my life, as they say the past always haunts you, i think that some things are better of the way they are and people know what  i mean, o just have 2 things to take care of now my bills and my life the think the latter is taken care of. i woke up and was shocked to see subash out my window and the dude's havin the debt probs like me that's someting i least expected from him so here goes my day talkin and talkin and yapping.. i wonder sometimes if i would ever shut up and do a regular job.. and not a team leader in a call center...